Day 380: Set Down
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i have set my song down.
my strings have gone still
in the searching for hope
in silence.
but no,
not even here,
in solitude
and being,
can i find that elusive muse.
she left me
she left
and stole my heart with her
anon.
i beg for her breath
in the laughter of children,
or could she come
on the call of the swan?
i swear that i’ll find her
on a moon –
that cold rock –
who splinters
and darkens till new.
i must be mistaken;
so i squint
in confusion
like a man
who has misplaced his shoe.
but hope
is not owing.
not to me.
she’s no slave.
and she walked
when i took her for granted.
and now
when i pick up my song
to remember
there’s nothing
but tin on the strings.
the echo
of hopelessness –
hollowing –
sings.
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