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∴

if it’s possible to miss you
while i stand right before you
i do

if it’s possible to want you
even though
i have
all i will ever get of you
i do

if it’s possible to need you
because you unlock the me in me
i need to be
i do

if it’s possible to wait
for hours that will never come
i do

if it’s possible to smile
at ghosts
and serve them dinner
i do

i do

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and all these possibilities
renew themselves each day
despite myself
and my higher reasoning

for all the things
i want to run away from
but stand smiling,
facing

for all the things
i want to run to
but stand smiling,
facing

i do

∴

 

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